TACIT

  Begin with irony. I could never be able to feel Her this much deep until We get apart forever. We both were ignorant just pretending to be fine … even if it wasn't!  This is our nature to always be indifferent. Compelled to keep back our true, wild, childish nature from the world. Just for the validation of judgmental society and surroundings. " She had always been obeying, but was it worth being like that?" Life is simple but yet profound. The more you experience, the lesser you pretend to be in the charge of it. It is not all in your hands. But still, you have small choices that create big differences and effects.  I LET HER GO,  Cause I'm am unable to help (Isn't it Contrary) She resists to refuse o ften reluctantly,  accepts all the ways of others like her own never existed. I am quite familiar with her unspoken speech  Sure, I was never there whenever she needs  But she knows me quite well, it was not intentional, And I was in grief ( See how eloquently I r

 I feel that I'm not one, there are many selves within me, and each has its own abilities and disability. And I switch among these selves from time to time unknowingly, I have never chosen any of these selves but they are somehow present in my personality. Maybe they contain the reflection of my unseen life. Sometimes I even feel like I'm not many, besides having many selves within the very reason for this is the similarity in the values and principles.   If the question is " Who am I ?" the answer is "I'm the most  truthful, sern, honest, kind and pure-hearted soul I know." All the things related to this fragile life, the egoic one, (which loses its identity at times like it never existed) is a lie, an illusion we are identified with. But the reality, the truth which lies under this illusion is ultimate , penetrates through this layer of illusion to visualize the reality, the truth, the eternal. I find myself running from who I am. Sometimes unknowingl